This actually is the third “evaluation” I’m writing about my stay in Singapore. I wrote one pretty harsh report for my International Office, since they apparently formulated some goals that were hard for me to reach here in Singapore. I spent a lot of effort in going somewhere else, but have the feeling they did not support me enough in my attempt. If I would have gone to the place where I initially wanted to go, I think I would have reached these goals, so there’s a bit of frustration there. I wrote one report for future students going to Singapore, with some practical tips and my own experiences. And now this blogpost
The exchange
An exchange program is always special I guess, whether you do it in Singapore or closer by home. It forces you to abandon your established routines and find a new one. Albeit for only a rather short period, it requires a certain amount of adaptation.
Of course it starts out with getting used to the country, climate and people. But once you get passed that, you need to adapt to not having your usual routine. Work ethics are different, the way your work gets evaluated is different, the way work is distributed throughout the semester is different…
With the risk of sounding negative, I think that academicwise Singapore wasn’t the best university for me. I did not learn a lot that is going to be relevant for the last part of my education, which is a bit a pity. But the amount of things you learn that will help you further along in life, about yourself and what you can and cannot handle, is actually mindboggling. It sounds really cliché, I’m fully aware, but it is the truth, so I’m not going to phrase it in any other way.
I did however enjoy all of my courses. Working on projects, learning new statistical methods and getting an introduction to neural networks was all very interesting, even though if I’m not going to use them in the rest of my master’s. And I did learn that I can actually work hard. Especially for my Bayesian Networks course, I lost confidence of passing that course during the second half, but still kept working on it. And right now I think it paid off, since I have the feeling I passed that course.
Also, I was kind of surprised with how homesick I can get. The second week after Bali I had somewhat of a down week. Missing the stuff I was used to, like privacy, comforting, weather, stuff like that… But I guess that just comes with the deal, for most people.
Social Stuff
Of course it’s always hard to say when people are your friends and to be honest, I’m not the person to evaluate his relationships to try and categorise them. But I do think that a number of activities and discussions lead to a certain bonding. I’m not the person to really try to compare the depth and value of this bonding, but as emo as I might sound, I value it…
I’m pretty sure I haven’t seen the last of a number of people. Tammy will probably visit Europe within not too much time, Asne is probably going to study in Maastricht, I’ll abuse Chris as an excuse to visit Hamburg, shredding pow with Peter will most likely happen sometime too.
The really near future
I’ve got three more exams that I’m feeling maybe a little too confident about. After my exams I have one week of finishing the website for Aduna that I started on before I left for Singapore. After that three weeks of travelling in Asia with my girlfriend, something I’m obviously looking really forward too. Preparations are almost done. And after that New Years Eve in Eindhoven and getting rid of the adaptation to Singapore and getting re-adapted to Eindhoven.
The fairly near future
I actually could have seen this whole feeling of closure coming. Especially considering the fact that I have already checked out what 2009 is going to look like for me. Assuming that I passed my four courses here, I will have only 12 credits worth of courses to finish before I can start with my last research project and master’s thesis. So if I’m really optimistic, I will be done with HTI in October. A bit more pessimistic and realistic somewhere in December. And possibly beginning of 2010, but I’m trying to avoid that.
After graduation time can only tell. There are so much uncertainties about what to do; whether to look for a job, start with a PhD or do some more slacking. But I guess that’s not really the near future anymore.
So that’s what on my mind right now. I think this might be a little too personal to publish on a weblog, but on the other hand, this weblog is more of a diary than a blog I guess… Comment on it if you feel like it, otherwise keep on browsing the internet
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